"You deserve sunshine and flowers, not tissues and sadness."
- Mom, during our hour long phone call
Sometimes I miss you. I just liked those nights where you would wrap your arms around me and I would feel safe. You made me feel like I was the only one in your world; although you had other people in your life. There are days or nights I miss you and right now is one of those.
For the past two years, I’ve liked the same two people without fail except for now.
I can finally say that those feelings I had are gone.
Am I the only one that thinks “I love you.” & “I’m in love with you.” are two TOTALLY different things?
I’m at that point where I don’t think I’m going to find someone who will accept every part of me.
